February 2012
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...no place to go
You know that feeling when the thought of digging under your flesh to the core of your bones? It feels as if you have no place to go—an inevitable cycle that appears to be compelling. And I have no place to turn to except for jotting my soul-struck inhibition. Im daunting here to express how it feels to fight for you…how it feels to do just about anything to make it last forever....
January 2012
7 posts
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Yours truly, jjguevara
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I commend those who step their pride down
…even if it means doing it for that person you’re in love with. Regardless of how many times I go through it with that significant somebody, I’m always fighting to maintain the love alive. And God knows how much of a battlefield it is to be with someone you’re worth fighting for or “us”. Although I’d rather not argue or bicker about things, I sacrifice...
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Rough ends
There it is again, my thoughts are running like a faucet drip by drip. And I’m constantly reminded why I’m here. Why I’m living. Is it too late to turn back? Am I the only one going through this? And the honesty that I throw, would it be bad for me to say things I feel true about? It’s as if I’m overthrown into a roller coaster I’ve been in for so long. But that...
December 2011
21 posts
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A close one
jaaaybreezy asked: whaddup, hope you had a good Christmas!
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Photoshoot
Anonymous asked: i am in LOVE with your blog D: my mom bought a new car and got 10 best buy gift cards.. so u can have one.. just put in your email at best9buy(dót)com and then after put in the code 'gotoyota' MERRY CHRISTMAS!!
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Love>Pride
It’s a bittersweet feeling when jealousy plays a role in love. If you ask me, I don’t think that’s healthy in a relationship at all. Generally speaking, with all relationships they should be equal. Like they say, love is never boastful nor envious. However, I personally have friends in my life that go through a “Love-hate relationship” and they tell me it’s...
shortneyx3 asked: Good afternoon beautiful (:
Cause you’re flyer than them other people. Treat me like another equal person...
– Jeff Bernat
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I want to enjoy the luxury of like…not knowing each other, forreal.
– Wale
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Cuddle weather
Stuck at home on this rainy day. It’s chill and lazy. I felt like messing around with the camera. Oh, need not to mention, this Wale’ Ambition album is on point. I’m addicted.
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The outlook
I’ve let a lot of significant people in my life down. I hate to say it, but I’ve done things I don’t think I’d be able to forgive myself for. Even if I were to try to or at least start on a clean slate, I’m left with the invariant cycle stuck to my head like a poster board. Whether my actions be faulty (in which cases, most of them I blame myself for) or unknowingly,...
‘Since sex got easier to get, love got harder to find
– Nowadays, it’s like that. It’s the saddest truth.
November 2011
10 posts
dontkillthepoet asked: Your spoken word is amazing. We should do a collabo!
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This one's for you
I like to pinch myself at times to realize if this recollection we share is real. It’s as if I was dreaming for a while and I’m pictorially visioning everything we would find in a hopeless place. I always catch myself being affably comfortable with you when we’re living in this fucked up world. And when we do journey outside of the reality, I’m always tossed and turned into...
joswadude asked: hay we have the same phone
whynotfuckwiththisdiamond asked: Thanks for getting me in trouble!!!
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Somehow, this camera never seems to fail me. But in need of an upgraded phone. Lol
Cold days
…and in the scheme of things, all I want during these harsh-cold weathers are good company, a fireplace, and some wine. That is all. Haha
October 2011
13 posts
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Happy Birthday, Ern!
(old pic) …but anyway, Happy Birthday! I know we most def had our great and our rough times. We only known each other for two and a half years, but to me it feels like you and I have been besties forever and it will continue to be that way. Forreal talk though, you’re a TRUE friend. You’ve always brought the real out of me. No lies. No factitious motives. Always keeping shit...
chrissssssstal-deactivated20120 asked: I love your writing <3
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If you don't hear an answer
I’ve conjured the fact that I left long ago. My physical presence is not visible. And although you may physically see me through a networking site, I have already resented seeing you in the way I feel. It’s part of my ‘Three strikes and you’re out’ rule. I became prone and accustomed to religiously living up to the truth. If somehow you don’t hear from me again...
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Whole being
Stop for a minute. Maybe for a moment. It’s crucial to our understanding that we take this moment in time to realize who we’ve become. I became the man I never thought I would be. Hell, I became the person everyone dared to see. All these years I’ve dedicated my life into reading, writing, music, poetry, and drawing. I felt there was no other escape for me other than art itself....
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Ignorance is such a no-no
It has come to my conclusion that a lot of the people I see (whether it’d be Tumblr, Facebook, Twitter, or any other social networking site) are deeply infatuated with their own appearance. I believe there’s a big line between presenting yourself with subtleness in a humble way and the act of being vein towards your viewers. Correct me if I’m wrong, but you’re only...